Whew, it is Sunday evening, and we can now say we made it through the first full week of school. If there are any mommas of babies reading this, and people have told you that you will sleep when they get older, I hate to burst your bubble...That is not always true! Sometimes you are up all night talking with a teenager, or crying with your spouse, or praying over the lives and relationships of people you love.
On Tuesday, I had a terrible day emotionally/mentally. I won't go into details of why, but I was pretty much feeling worthless and (as Anne Shirley would say) "in the depths of despair." I just stayed stuck in it most of the day, even though I tried to pray and seek the Lord through it....It was really more like "wallowing" in it. Yuck!
Wednesday, I tried to better my attitude, and Jesus did help me, but I was still pretty touchy.
I did wear my favorite capris of the summer, and listened to some good music, scripture, and podcasts. All of those things helped too.
That evening, we had a mandatory meeting at school. All students had to have a parent present to sign a form so each student could receive their school-issued Chromebook. We are pretty excited that the school has made it possible for every student to have his/her own computer, and they will be using more technology to help the students learn and teachers and students to communicate.
We were all a bit disgusted though, when seemingly the entire community rushed towards the Chromebooks like ravenous animals toward food before the speaker had even finished. It was pretty rude and appalling.
We hung back, and the kids each got their Chromebooks and we were home in less than an hour, including the drives there and back, listening to the 2 speakers, and waiting in 3 different distribution lines. The kids all got logged in at home and set their background photos--very important.
I set up a charging station on a little 3-shelf cart in the guest room, because they are required to bring them to school with a full charge each day. Another thing to remember to put in the backpack each morning...
Sylvia came to me after getting ready for bed, needing to talk. I'm pretty sure I said all the wrong things, and then Jeremy and I were awake most of the night talking and crying and praying, as well as closing windows and making sure a storm didn't rain inside the house.
Thursday evening, I took Annah to marching band practice, and picked her up very frustrated that seemingly everyone in the band didn't care to be there. Jeremy took Sylvia on a daddy-daughter dinner date to Biaggi's, and they had a good time. Caeden showed me around his Chromebook, and told me how his teacher last year would let him listen to the Star Wars: The Force Awakens soundtrack on YouTube while he worked on assignments in class.
I made mittens this week! I also made a matching scarf and hat to go with them.
I hope to sell them as a set.
I hope to sell them as a set.
I'm loving this purple color!
Speaking of loving colors, Caeden is having fun with his colored hair glues and his mohawk! On Friday, he decided to try the bright pink. As I globbed it in his hair, I said, "My father would have a conniption fit if he knew I was sending my son to school with a fluorescent pink mohawk!" Please, Dad, don't disown your grandson (or daughter)! It's still the same heart in there, regardless of the haircut or color!
Annah came home from school on Friday upset about a friendship and wanting to talk. I'm thankful I can be home when the kids get home from school and need to process interactions and relationships and emotions from the day. I don't always know what to say, but I'm glad I can offer hugs and pray over them. I think parenting teens is definitely more difficult mentally and emotionally than the physically exhausting years of parenting little ones. (Another reason to be thankful we had babies when we were pretty young!)
The girls both have quite a bit of homework this weekend, and somehow Caeden has made it through the first week of school with very little homework and very little struggle.
I started Saturday morning lessons up again yesterday. Jeremy spent the morning chatting with Annah, then met some friends for golf. I played piano for a small wedding at church in the afternoon. Sylvia and I watched Anne of Green Gables, and she enjoyed it much more than the book.
This morning, we had a family meeting [sermon] at church.
It was beautiful to see our church family gathered around the altars. We really do have to depend on Jesus in this life.
We didn't realize there was no youth band rehearsal today, so the 5 of us got to have lunch together at Steak'n'Shake. Jeremy even splurged for shakes for all of us. The kids were shocked how big they were!
Sylvia and Caeden went with us to Annah's violin lesson, and Caeden sat in the pavilion to read one of his new Star Wars books he got from the Bookmobile yesterday. Sylvia picked a book from the Little Free Library.
When we got home in the evening, we settled on watching Ramona and Beezus, which turned out to be a pretty cute and sweet family movie. I'm thankful for all the times we have together as a family--whether they are emotionally draining, full of elation, or just relaxing and hanging out together. It's all good stuff when we can get the right perspective.
"But you are to cling to the LORD your God, as you have done to this day." - Joshua 23:8